Saturday, August 28, 2004

A sappy love song.

Cruel to the eye, I see the way he makes you smile. Cruel to the eye, Watching him hold what used to be mine.

Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find
Oooohhh...why...oooh -- why...

I... can't breathe easy. Can't sleep at night. Till you're by my side. No I... can't breathe easy. I can't dream yet another dream. Without you lying next to me. There's no air...

Curse me inside. For every word that caused you to cry. Curse me inside I won't forget, no i won't baby, I don't know why (don't know why)I left the one i was looking to find. Ooh -- why...ooooh, why -- why...

Out of my mind. Nothing makes sense anymore. I want you back in my life. That's all I'm breathing for. Ooooooohhhhh -- tell me why. Oh won't you tell me why. I can't dream yet another dream. Without you lying next to me. There's no air. I... can't breathe easy. Can't sleep at night.Till you're by my side. Coz i can't breathe easy. I can't dream yet another dream. Without you lying next to me.

There's no air.

There's no air.

just another mixed emotions period for me.Sadly, there's no jammin sessions for all the bands. But watching 'the bourne sepremacy' was worthwhile. anxiety?awkward?delighted?if only if only.....rehearsal was a bomb blast.heh...crossing my fingers for the gig which is in 3 hours plus time...well u kinda make me fall for u...*mild melting*



Sunday, August 22, 2004

(jukebox:another drink to your health by tora!tora!torrance!)

my band?

favourite?

It’s amazing to start anything from the ground up and watch it grow every step of the way. It’s not about becoming huge, it’s about knowing that whatever you set out to accomplish, you were there at every stage and you did it with your own hands. It’s even better to get the chance to do this with your bros. I also think it’s amazing that I can have an idea in my head and eventually it will turn into a tangible piece of music. And it’s even more amazing that other people respond to it, relate to it, and appreciate it.

hate?

nah!

I’ve been fucked pretty hard throughout my few years by several different people, but I don’t really hate any of them. I don’t waste time thinking about them; they’re just cut from my life. But I find that as a result, I’ve become angrier and more jaded. And I have less room for love in my heart now because it’s filled with so much frustration and distrust. So while I don’t really hate anyone, I kind of hate everyone. Shit—that’s fucked up.

oh well, its gonna be a sweet tedious and hectic week ahead.

post soccer sessions with the padang botak crew always ends up to a story telling session.

more of a gossiping session, sharing of current affairs,etc. Anything that the guys would want to share.Not forgetting the countless jokes.

well one topic did definitely wake everybody up.mind you, an hour had passed. and it was at a floor of a void deck.what do u expect?It was about girls.no no..more than that...the one that takes two hands to clap..figure that out...haha...

A friend was saying about his g.f. being naked in front of him.That really wake a friend that was lying on the floor.It all happened when he had just finished his night prayers.It was a chalet session.It was hisbig day, his birthday.Just after finishing his prayers, he looked at his g.f. who was lying on the bed, sleeping.She was covered with a blanket only her head visible.If i remembered correctly, he said that his g.f. woke up suddenly pulling down the blanket..

The horror?

The adrenalin?

The rush?

She was naked..no Strings attached...wait!

seriously guys...waht would u do man?!

option 1:go up to her and make the course??

option 2:go to her and say some other day??

option 3:go up to her and say "sorry but i cant" and just walk off?

welll well... the irony...my friend did the right thing and its option 3.

ANd ,and...he added.....

*censored*

"seeing the hair below also makes me think 10 times to 'climb' her"

The laughter.

i missed a part...the girl did went up to my friend and whispered the obvious trying to seduce him.

the desire. the urge.

take my hats off him.



Thursday, August 19, 2004

(jukebox:fucking great by the blood brothers)

"never mind ar..leave him be...he still got a bright future in front of him..."

That was as quoted by alif..something like that ar..couldn't remember exactly what he said..this happened two years ago i think. it was an incident, a small tragedy that happened when we were having a game of soccer at a hockey court...more like a multi purpose court..and outdoor one...wo...

well, as 'corrupt-minded' as can be(no offence alif, joking yah..thank u yah?), i must say alif possess a heart of a gold..mainly because an officer, a police, questioned him how would he handle the case...like whether he want to bring the kid to court or wat...and alif mentioned the above...

it all happened when he was being hanky-panky..well, but not to the extremes..there was a group of boys also having their game of soccer..so alif being the mischievious him, kicked one of the boy's bag...but it was just a soft kick..i mean not untill a kick where the bag flew to u.s.a.....hahah..something like that ar...the boy being a gangster he is, confronted alif...mind you, small kid, big 'courage'...wow!~ so it happened.. so sudden-ed...(is there a word?nvm then...)

imagine if alif did really pursue to the case.

the suffering.

the future.

of the boy.

the boy's life would so be ruin..

we live in a country where education is a must..yes indeed the people are our only 'natural resources' unlike countries possessin' coal,plantations and bla bli blu...that is also the reason why it is so damn competitive hot...it has plus and minus points..that i shall not blabber....

it's not that u have to study in order to get work...its the qualification that matters..it also depends on the individual him/her-self..it is visible to the eye seeing people wit low qualification leading an average life, then...even now...i repeat...AVERAGE life.but y?simple..their willingness to persevere.well its goin' to be rare to see this people in the future especially now that the world is moving fast...study study study..mind you there's even pre nursery now...not now..few years back i think..its all ever changing that we don't realise it...with the blink of an eye, we could see sweet,fair,rad chicks...k thats bull crap...hahaaaaa.. Easier said, again, the world is progressing fast.

Energy of the dragon.hah...it leaves me guessin for this people...in case you were wonderin, its those one hell of a gangster people..not that i dislike them so much. Its kinda surprisin though to see this people in a polytechnic..at least for some of them, they are thinking afterall...but for the majority?enjoy enjoy and enjoy.....not being mean but how would they feel if they have a family of their own...regrets regrets and regrets....

one thing's for sure...life is about balancing.REALLY.



Sunday, August 08, 2004

and yes, this is really getting on my nerves. stupid.uploading pictures that is.its either me or the com.what do u think?i think its me.argh...

and we been doing well.

and the session.

and all.

and the gig for the day after today.

and i'm pissed.

and i need a bath.

and the little wild ones.

and the wonders!~



Monday, August 02, 2004

(jukebox:berhenti berharap by sheila on 7)

reggae splash?ndp preview?i wanted badly to see the bands performin...arghh...reggae shit never fails to amaze me..but the bucks i had was not enuff..so wit the help of my parents..i got the ticket for the preview..there were me and my siblings and our relative.

well, well, well... 3 words for the preview.



IM FEELIN THIS! hahaha..yeas..

i must say all the preparations really did pay off.

road marshalls, the ushers, etc..great job..two thumbs up..it was systematic.

and i really don't understand why people had to like push around as though the stadium is like drifting away..like wth??

some of the displays was unique though..the 'flying fox' thingy..and 'running' down vertically down the tower thingy.cool shit i tell u.that is to name a few...


We were contemplating for the 28..some of them were half-hearted while some, full of enthusiasm..we c how though.

who we?it remains a mystery..don't bother guessing. ;p

and We rreally can't wait to blow minds on september's beginings.

again, it remains a question..hehehurr....

few days back, i was recollectin the memories of underedge.

of the days that i first start off playin bass..

and suddenly i remembered one of the first few songs we played was cailin' by unwritten law..

how brilliant?

a slow-fine-lovey dovey-happy go lucky song...


lets re-live back the time again sons!!!~~~