Wednesday, April 28, 2004

"i wasn't meant for u..."(jukebox:streamline by system of a down)

Dawn of the dead fucken rocks...although it was like the last 2 days tat i watched wit the guys... yea... the scoo-bas-down gang...and some gerls 2..

its amazin' how u spent time really 'wisely' at a pretty vacant shopping centre...u will know wat i mean if u guys had watch it...

gore-adventure-action-horror packed movies never fail to turn me on...

"woooourgghh!~~"

ahah...sometimes though im inconsiderate...

think again....

u paid $6.50...

so....watdaheck??!!~ must as well made full use...

its been a while for me man....

but i guess....*watchin rocky by catch 22 playin live, courtesy of punkrockvids)*

cb!~c-22 leaves me in awe..

*back to wat i had want to say*

....i have 2 fucken realise wat i am doin all tis while..

attitude wise...its getting bad...

after all...no one's perfect...

I will try...

once again...i apologize.....

...no..its not her....

XpeaceX




Sunday, April 25, 2004

(jukebox:devil in new jersey by coheed and cambria)

first up....apologies to fie.... although it has like been the umpteenth time i said 'sorry'...shucks me man!~ can't help always being late..

next up....KINGPIN KINGPIN! yeia...~they were a highlight to me at planet paradigm yesterday. wat can i say.....in fact most of the bands were awesome...it really turn me on seeing different stuffs played...brilliant!!

I admit...Cesspit's never boring...hahee... ;p

'flying high' was indeed a swaying track from the guys of 2minslate.beautiful song...

although i was mostly alone, upfront... i still feel great despite being the un-energetic me. Mainly because of the showmanship the guys puy up on stage..all the bands..heh..its like ur feeling wat they feelin...sort of ar..

no comments though for the kids...

my mind's goin haywire...start thinking of doing stupid stuffs...man...wat's gotten over me?? hullabaloo's takin its toll over me.

yes...i really feel left out wen im at her place...im feeling like an extra to them...but then...my intentions was like....hmmm.....
sometimes though i feel guilty..but why??
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time to go freshen up....till the next entry..


Wednesday, April 21, 2004

mampukah kita bertahan di saat kita jauh?(jukebox:seberapa pantas by s.o.7.)


yes...its been soOOOoo long for us...the so called high-school band comprising of me zid amin and sam...

skamageddon!!wahahahaha...

there's a lot of catching up between us..

indeed..we all have grown up...been thru all experiences..maturity?

hope so...hehehurr...

the bond is there....4 amigoes..we clicked..

many shits we've been thru...

the chicken war.... the textbook-canteen war..lol..

its JUST that im happy seeing yall...

thanks very much guys!!~








Thursday, April 15, 2004

whaaaa---ay??(jukebox:why by bushmen)

The dream was real but felt so fake...

A fairy tale that was not meant to be..

Short stories wit tragic endings??hurhur..enuff of that..!!


Impromptu plans always rock my socks man.damn!~u noe??a plan that was not planned ending up worthwhile..geddit?heh..niehows....in life...hoping is a NO. its like..."eh i wish to get like 50 bucks today from mum"...tat kind of thing ar..then ended up...nothing... then ar...the funny part ar is when u are so engrossed wit ur life..then..all good, positive things keep comin to u..isn't tat great?heh..praises to HIM.so...i was contemplating about girls..girls..girls... about wen am i going to meet the 2nd one..and i think...i think...and i think...nah!~no way...u may say tat..."woah..u tink u so good ar girls come after u??"..no..its not a matter of ego but relying on fate...BUT whatever it is we'll still feel lonely...and that is when u need the peeps around you...im so grateful and thankful to be brought up nicely...massive thanks mum and dad!!...to all my childhood frens who i grew up wit...thanks for the good company man...! the influence i mean..its only at certain stage where we almost mix wit the bad company..but luckily didn't.. and then my second stage of life...which is....being wit khairuldianah. thanks to her for the sun and rain.. really learned a lot from her and also.. being wit her...deep down, i know that we'll never be together back..but there'll always be pieces of her locked in my heart.fate lar eh??hah..1 boring entry..

the dream was like.....
me and her being together back?
waking up...i was like..


"watdahell?!"....


Crying?why cry?tears of joy and pain?...crying's best..a medicine for the heart..i mean...for some people they prefer to cry all out so tat they'll feel good..which is true ar...but for some...they will only cry a bit then think of the positive and try to be strong...which is also an alternative... yes..i cry...even a small portion of an article in the papers can bring me to tears..i cry on many conditions and situations.. e.g. sometimes when im too happy about something or for someone..to wat i know ar...i prefer to at least cry out.. rather than bottling up feelings..and who knows?...u might be a madman or a revenger?
thank u.
its all OVER..
so to those peeps out there...have a closer rapport wit family..its important...most importantly...put positive thoughts against things that brings u down.yes...u are still feeling it..i understand...take it slow yea..trust me...

one day...u'll look up at the sky...

feeling content wit the life u are having...

life's a journey...long ride ahead.

happy riding...~~weee..heh...


Friday, April 09, 2004

The feeling of loneliness sets in..just...

maybe..

its a lesson taught..
learning from it is indeed a treatment.

Man!~u will never realised it..
its takes such a long time..
No!~I'm not the type..Don't worry.
I got my own way of dealing.But trust this..
I'll not do nasty things and hold grudges..
go figure you goon!
and No...its not tat one...huh?!
k..hahahh...
i'm being sensitive here.. till then...

"Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up..." - kris, the ataris


Sunday, April 04, 2004

phew...many things happened..jamming, to the pit, to the...hmmm..wat else?

can't remember of wat to write..ahah..times like this...we should....