Monday, July 26, 2004
over and out.
prolly next year people.
underedge that is.
"emptiness is feeling me to the point of agony...growing darkness, taking dawn..i was me, but now he's gone...."
Friday, July 09, 2004
(jukebox:true by will.i.am and fergie)
yellowcard's only one really gives me the 'chill' man.
"bulu roma naik sotz.aku pon tak tau nape."Its beautiful how music is perfectly created with deep written lyrics.i wonder how the peeps out there is feeling when we performed at the show last week, i think. i was seeing them(yellowcard) perform live via punkrockvids and i was awe-strucked.He was singin with passion.quite low voice.if i were a girl, i would so fell in love with the vocs voice.hmmm..and the crowd response was wow.hah.
anyway, the location is good.ok lar.
but the timing... sucked!~ahah..
why?
because its 1130hrs my friend.
i think some of u guys/gals out there might be sleeping at that time..wahhah..
underedge gig lar.
we're thankful enough that at least we got a place for tapestry.
and so, we're nothin much.
and the venue's at far east.It's on the 25th of july.
sunday morning.
duhh~
kkk...how would u people feel if someone were to say "i'm not goin into relationships any more after this" and then one fine day you see ur ex-boy/girl friend with a someone else?
And they were like walkin so closely, purposedly tearing ur heart out.
as cliched as can be, i have to admit - been there, done that.
it happen to a friend of mine and he was saying how he felt.
well, it did struck me like why do they, girls(no offence) have to like say differently and react differently.to some of them, they will say promises are meant to be broken.then why is the word promise in the dictionary?!they don't know that they hurt us real bad.in fact, they realise it and will 'stab our heart' even more. i believe they are out for revenge. mind you, even a small mistake or a hurt that we cause them will answer for a tragedy in us.
its true that too much thinking about love will make us mad.its really hard to forget your first love i admit.
somehow being in love at a young age is an advantage. you got to learn many different stuffs like appreciating one another, growing up, etc.Through fights and arguements, you learn where your mistakes are and hence learnin' it.
i kinda feel quite bad for those out there who have never been in 'love'.you never know that, say, example, you're 24years old and had finish all ur education.now it's just workin for u.then, u found ur first love.eternal bliss at first.then got married.suddenly, after married, many fights and arguements that led to divorce.phew~that's apocalypse.
But, but, for some soul out there who had never been in 'love', we never know that they will succeed on their marriage with their first love. Simply because, this people have a wide circle of friends. Some of them even have best friends, regardless boy or girl.Through this best friends, they learn the trials and tribulations of life.Take my hats off this type of people.
what are break-ups for?hehe.
Almost 5% of secondary school lovers will only make it till the day of their marriage which is of course at the age of 20+.that was as quoted by her. i reassured her that i'll try my best.In fact i'd never ask for a break-up.treasuring her was a daily routine.thats how i believe strongly in love.but my attitude didn't do me good either.how dumb can i get?
its been indeed very long since i last saw her.her family and all.everything around me would always remind her of me.but why?ahah.actually, i have forgotten about her.why should i like think of her and cry while she's out there maybe happy with her 'someone', or friends or family?so yea, it really takes a lot of time and courage to do some soul searching of yourself to forget him/her.
But! memories will never be erased.they are the reason what we are now.
just a simple msg out there who failed in love.never despair.do not resort to stupid stuffs just to drown ur sorrow.there are other better things to do.just cry ur heart out.bond with ur family.u never know that somehow they are of a help, indirectly.Do some diary writing, pen down ur thoughts,emotions,etc.And yes, seek help from HIM.lastly, study for the future.hahee.
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
(jukebox:vindicated by d.c.)
july 2004.
This is the begining. Hopefully, it will go out well throughout the year.Not much use saying or typing.Its myself that counts. ;p
anyways, updates for undeRedge.
yeah..our comp wit xhafizx will be out soon..we're on the process yaw..hope u guys or gals will like the outcome.
our upcoming gig will be the...uhm...ar damn..i keep forgettin this...ape eh?yah!~its tapestry..can't remember the dates though..its on end of july there..i'll update again here.
Saturday, July 03, 2004
peter parker, a character that most of us boys would love to be.Speakin of which, with great power comes great responsibility.
It really turn me on seeing these type of movies.
humour.
thrill.
suspense.
etc.
what more can i ask for?
the sappy love part was like a scenario in my 'past-live'.Its just that i'm not spiderman.heh.Asuperhero battling with villains for the good of mankind.We are one too man.Always battling with obstacles that lies ahead of our lives.
The part where he, peter parker, quit becoming spiderman.Its just like running away from problems in our lives.These are just 'things' in our blood that we have to live with.
and i just realised that the soundtrack rocks.
so the lagging.ahah.
uh-oh.what's the time now?
