.44 caliber love letter.

2009-05-10T18:55:00.004+08:00

it's all crazy! it's all false! it's all a dream! it's alright!

2009-04-09T20:02:00.002+08:00

somehow i have to get it off my chest for the fact that i wasn't posted to lovely tekong. bummer! so i thought to myself. hmm, maybe this is a lesson for me, more of a wake up call for me to travel far to work. it has always been east side for me. all my schools are in the east side damnit. even borders for me was CONVENIENT. keyword, convenient. hahah.

well i'm so over it man. so far it's ok in 4 sir also known as lim chu kang camp one also known as rilek kat kubo. although im a 3sg now, i feel that im slacking way too much. just why the hell am i feeling tired not doing anything on a daily basis? positive positive positive. work work work. smart hard smart hard. any fucking way, it's taiwan again, this time round bigger and badder. looking forward? i dont know lets just see. 0230hrs and it's gonna be my 2nd time flying. how awesome. i dont wanna be late again and rush like i did the last time i'm at the airport.

so i was surfing thru myspace, got onto the ataris page and learned that the getupkids is playing a show. is my eyes playing tricks on me?

they are back they are back they are back!!!

old music lives. and here are 2 more great bands. the appleseed cast with steps and numbers and braid with a dozen roses.

i'll be back on labour day. :D

2009-01-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

hello 2009!!! and isn't that suppose to be like on the first day of the year. anywayssssss, 5 months, as mentioned on the earlier post is gonna come to an end. this is especially so when you are having fun and u notice that well, time do flies. i can say it has been an awesome one, way better than my bmt?

matters of the heart have been quite an eventful one. people keep telling me that im in denial. truth is no, really im not yet locked down if u get what im sayin. the lady have been awesome no doubt bout that.

ok see u boys and girls in 3 weeks to come. taiwan here i come? take care beautiful. :D

2008-11-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

great vibes to a great song. hip hop is not as crappy sometimes. digging this!

2008-09-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

you say it's over. well i say it's just begun. what's the difference when you are singing in the sun? bmt has ended for me and army life they say has just started. one end to the other for 5 months. i'm thankful enough to have landed at the school of infantry specialists. so much for rifleman. u have no idea how much it haunts me. oh what the hell. no matter what, i must make my stay at pasir laba a fun one. discipline is still discipline. tekong was not as bad as i thought it was. i mean the food there is superb. haha!

on to the other side of life, i have to enrol in either a car or motorbike license. that will be like somewhere at the centre of next year. target target! i feel handicapped especially when three quarter, ok, half actually, of them friends have at least a bike/car license. damn! as much as army makes my life busy as hell, i must keep telling myself that i want something for my band. for now, a song, recorded, end of the year.been listening to a lot of jason mraz. especially 'lucky'. it has got this oldies vibes around the song. it would be nice if it was rachael yamagata though duet-ing with mr. a-z. ERRORS from scotland has also been a constant play on my windows media player. think of a dancy version of 65 days. music has become so refreshing or have i been missing too much on the world? i hope not.

2008-08-03T16:06:00.002+08:00

3rd week and i'm all good. all i can say is like brazilians on a football field the tempo on my side at tekong is super damn fast. i have to keep reminding myself i'm in this for a reason. i mean since i'm already doing 'enhanced' must as well just do it. like studying in a school, being in the army is not much of a difference. just so you know, even a 5 minutes nap is that precious. hah. and every begining will always have an end. agreed? see u later alligator.

2008-07-10T00:29:00.002+08:00

you know when one fine day someone strike up a convo and they ask what has got to be your personal achievement in life? well i got one that has to be associated with the day after. or shud i say today coz i got to be sleeping tightly instead of typing away this entry. oh this page of mine is sorely missed. sigh. what have i been doing lately. 6 months have passed. my my god! borders was the REASON. it was good while it lasted. i'm too occupied that there was no way to be pensive and lay down writings. i should say 6 months were fun times although there was no travelling at all. what ever happen to bangkok i wonder. AUSTRALIA? japan? Norway? London? hahaha. at least batam was a good substitute for shopping galore minus all the dodgy ghetto places. damn! i'm greatly thankful to borders 809 for letting me 'learn' people/customers. now i know how to differentiate gracious or rude people. "Bye, have a great day!" That simple line will never fail to make my day on a daily basis. ok that should be it. i mean i wanna update more but time doesn't permit or is it me? haha. let this be an official public announcement that im off to tekong at 0945hrs later to protect and serve the country. 2 weeks, 2 weeks, i'll be back!

2008-02-28T03:27:00.002+08:00

my my my what a relief. a BIG one. and so it is. although it's not yet appropriate to say goodbye to temasek poly, it's safe to say i'm out. as of now, i can't recall any fond memories there. wait. does sleeping in the library during breaks counts as fond memories? haha to me at least. it's like my second home man... ahhhh gonna miss tp. shiewwww... for now, results is all that matters. 2 weeks. i'll wait.

so i'm like thinking when will the mars volta hit our shores. someone whoever out there pls kindly bring them here. or wherever near. pls. their new shit is madness. they've improved tremendously as a band. i'm digging the breakdown of 'metatron'. the odd time signatures..wow.. omar is brilliant shit.

it's opening later. i need to catch a shut eye, bye.

2008-02-25T20:28:00.002+08:00

not the best of pictures but the best of memories. only moment, your hand and catastrophe. at least i felt accomplished after the show besides the fact that i didn't handshake with the boys of EITS!!! that's my dream damn!

well ok, this is by far the first entry of 2008.
i'll see you people one day, there.

2007-12-30T13:55:00.000+08:00

let me start off with my belated birthday ( wasn't that special but significant coz i appreciate the simplest things) before anything else. i just couldn't believe that im already 21. hah.

just sweet of them to print and pin this up on the notice board. :D

got myself this gorgeous(haha!) looking mp3 player as a gift for myself. :D :D
it was a steal at $99 for 6gb and i was that fortunate to grab the last piece over at causeway point. phew.

whatever it is, somehow i mellowed out during the birthday itself. not that im depressed bout it. but i do envy those out there who are always caught by surprise on their birthdays. like they are invited to somewhere and then u know... SURPRISES. u get the picture? and they always receive great2 gifts. lucky bastards. my birthdays had always been simple. and i'm thankful enough of that. my family was cool enough to wish me happy birthday at the stroke of midnight. that was enough for me i thought to myself. :D

tmr is gonna be the start of the final term. i don't know why but i'm so not looking forward to it. i'm only looking forward to going work now! hahaha...ok this sounds wrong and good at the same time. wrong because studies must be a priority. good because i get to see that ah zee girl. ahh madness! shit! this is getting out of control from just seeing her as an eye-candy. somebody help me please.

work also reminds me that i have to do a little more shopping especially when all the sales are happening now. shit, i'm clueless about the balance in my bank account now. incubus tickets had already been settled. next is gonna be the mosaic tickets. march is gonna be a rock-show month for me. so can't wait. i really hope payday will be pleasing to the eyes especially when there's 2 public holidays in december. plan plan plan. set aside.

good afternoon, air.

2007-11-06T01:40:00.000+08:00

i've never been a more worrying lad compared to the last 5 semesters. yes, it's 3.2 now on my side but it's just madness the whole report thing. it just pisses me off. but in a good way, at least next year will be a breeze as i believe we would have completed and bound our final year project report. wow! then, there's also borders to juggle. this is a challenging one and bye bye babyyyy.

2007-10-12T03:41:00.000+08:00

just when i felt that the holiday will be a draggy but enriching at the same time, i was proven wrong. in fact, plans like touching up on the guitar skills had all gone to waste. all i can remember for the past few weeks would be facing in front of this machine up to the pre-dawn meal and then sleeping like a log till 3 in the afternoon. and it repeats. how interesting.

but hell it sure is fast especially when tmr would be raya. and all that jazz. don't let me get started on raya. hahah.. but the utmost concern here would be the irony of us getting so anxious over raye(all of us included!hah) while the humble people over at the holy land gets melancholy over the passing of ramadhan. this can be seen clearly when they sob over their prayers on tv. side track. the family will be a walking white curtain this year. lol. well not solid white. it's a cross between the color white and cream. they call it off white. geylang? i guess the only thing that excites me beside the yummy foods would be the man who never fail to bore the crowd with his silly banters over his loud-hailer. it's lame and corny but who cares. he's just funny to me. let's see if the gang decides to step foot to geylang tmr.

for now, the thing that i'm looking forward would be the start of part time job over at borders. if not for the enthusiasm of rafiee, i guess we would not have make it through. lesson learnt would be never ever to give false informations even though u know they are not gonna really check into it. damn, i wonder how the hell did that 'ibrahim' name got into my head like suddenly. shit!!
check us out at parkway parade! next month!

wheww, minutes away now to sahur. i really hope that a glass of hot milo will last me through out the day. sigh. i'm just getting thinner by the day. but it's all good yea. so i was watching america's next top model on tv just now, not that im a hardcore addict of that show, and i chanced upon this simple lady that i find interesting.
sarah vonderhaar. now this is my definition of cute! haha. and oh as i was browsing for her over the net, i got to know that she now fronts a band and they play pretty simple acoustic rock music. how great!

on my side, it's heart wrenching to know that my band fell apart. oh wells. long story short, it's just me, fi and hayley now. hahaa..ok no. but somehow zura kinda reminds me of hayley. it's been great lately with me and fiee sessioning weekly and to top it off, it just gets productive. the whole thing that gives me the vibes would be the music direction we are going for. it's clear now. fi is influenced by a lot of girl fronted band/artiste while i on the other hand listens to a lot of hardcore/punk lately. haha! contrast as it is but i guess the end product would be one hell of a listen. i wish! haha.. as for now, 2 originals. more on the way. we'll start as proper after raya. we need sessionists!!!

from norway. i just dig european bands.

this reminds me of american football's music.

2007-10-08T07:40:00.000+08:00

Did you know how you would move me, did you know?
Did you know how you would move me?
well, I don’t even think so.
but the moment's magic swept us away.
and it’s so close, but we’re so far away.
It’s so close, but we’re so far away.

blame it on me being dumb, else she wouldn't say 'break the wall'. damn. short entries couldn't get any better than this but yea i nailed the borders job? rad.

2007-09-18T05:53:00.000+08:00

i am grateful of the one and a half months break. enough said. it's already the 18th day and not forgetting the 6th day of ramadhan. all good things. come to an end. so seize it. good morning.

2007-08-23T11:22:00.001+08:00

andai di beri emas dan permata, ku pilih senyumanmu.

dalam berjuta bintang berkelipan, kau bagaikan kejora.

2007-08-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

the thing about friends are that no matter how they change, they are still their old crappy self. so the day went pretty crazy with silly antics from that alam guy. for a start, the turn out was an ok for the morning soccer kickabout. shit, this should be a weekly affair. hmmm oh well, while tmr is my final project assessment, the 2 weeks ahead seem so far yet so near. i want it to end, badly. speaking of 'end', have u heard of 'the end' by saves the day? or rather the whole lot of their songs. powerpop at its best. think of the beatles mashed up with some refused and some glassjaw? wait, the bassist IS from glassjaw. amazing la! oh before i forget, a week has passed, goodbye my long hair. :( dear mysterious, give me the chance to know you. :(

2007-08-15T04:01:00.001+08:00

the best thing ever that happened in the digital world(whatever u may call it) now is the existence of bit torrent and you tube, really. bah! this is kind of redundant and who read my entries anyways. hahah..wtf but this space is for keepsake. who knows 10 years down the road, i can show my kids how my life went by? lol. did i mention that tp's library has a wide array of awesome music cds? check that out.

2007-06-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

looks like everyone's back to school tomorrow. from the primary school to the secondary to temasek polytechnic kids as well as others i'm not aware of. there was no break for me but it seems that it was somewhat of a chill out week for me and the people at lab. we even had our very own 'sports day' only to find that the rain causes us to cancel it. today is june 24. it's gonna be july damn soon. can somebody tell me when is august the 31st? well i was looking at the calendar yesterday. fasting and raye is during my vacation. how sweet. so even though it's still june going on july, many things had happened that had me thinking hard. hmmmz. from akmal's license to amin's national service to zura's mia to.... bleargh. i just have this feeling that this year's gonna pass by fast. and oh, baybeats lineup is already up. do check it out. kinda looking forward to aloha and this french instrumental(hah) band. been listening to lots of old prog-rock lately. great to know the band is back and with a new direction i suppose. we have to something. lol. i have to keep telling myself to be very optimistic for the following weeks. then my vacation will be a kick ass one! have a good day tmr fellow earthlings. just where is my significant other? lol. peace.

2007-05-31T17:42:00.000+08:00

well it seems that the smell of a sweet telecaster is so near yet so far. hurhur. let's just say i can't wait to lay my hands on it and buy it. give me 2 more months. it's a tough decision between a toronado and a tele. i'll decide when the time comes. thank god finance has been good. well on the other hand, this is kinda old but have you heard of wayne thunder's passing away? if you know, he is the drummer for old punk rock legends the boredphucks otherwise know as the suns now. the boredphucks and plainsunset were two of the local bands that i started listening to. so yea, there were such an influence, good that is. ahah. may he rest in peace. alright, im out then. constants aren't so constant anymore. get up, kid!

2007-05-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

alright, this was what we did during the last school vacation. as usual, my apologies people if you all are waiting anxiously for the pictures. this is so overdue, what's new. 2 days of ubin. here goes.

end.
tomorrow is yet another week of my so called working life. although it's back to square one for us coz' of some stupid 'flashy' virus, i know it's not gonna be draggy like it use to be. at least there's vesak day the following week. cool. :D

2007-05-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

in conjuction with mother's day, i thought of starting this one by including zid's mum who had passed away, in my prayers later. if your reading this, bro, my salute to you for being strong. your great, seriously. as get up kids would sing, 'everything is right when the rain is gone'. like you said, no matter what, life has to go on. may u succeed in life dude.

2007-05-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

there are no strangers in this world. there are only friends you have yet to meet. how true. best friends are the siblings you never had. somehow, there will only be a handful of them that will keep it tight till the end of days. hahah, somehow that sounded funny. you should get the drift aye. but i do agree that as we go down the road, we will have a passion that would somehow make us drift away. and the other thing would be the path towards our career. dreams are what that makes us stay ahead. you have yours and me, mine. as for me, i'm thankful for where i am now. experience has made me aware that life is all about choices. alrite, as much as wanting to continue with this entry, i just couldn't pen it down man. damn. it's been so long, opinions. i will continue. as for how my weekend went, the highlight would be playing soccer at 'the cage' earlier in the morning. it's near the kallang stadium yall. it was football at it's best coz team mates was brilliant with their fancy foot-work. all of them. fucking talent. tell me how i'm not inspired?? hahah. i'm out coz i need to pay back 6 hours of my sleep yesterday!

2007-05-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

fifth month of the year. third year for me at school. holy molly, i'm now a senior. speaking of which, final year projects. good to know that im getting used to the usual 9 to 5 office hour life. waking up and all that is. progress of the project is unexciting while project mates and supervisor are a great bunch of people to work with. i do hope the project would turn out well. for NOW, tea breaks is all that i look forward to unwind. haha. oh by the farming way, where did u people go yesterday knowing it's a public holiday? i caught spiderman 3 damnit! full house, last minute, aman peace, front row seatings, eight pm, century cineplex. WAS GREAT LA the movie. i'm loving the fight scenes, almost all. mj watson was lovely too with her copper blond hair? i dunno man but it's nice. but being a redhead suits her well though. still, tobey maguire is the shiznit! argh, bliss!

2007-04-09T16:34:00.000+08:00

i wish that i could say the things i wanted to, or should i be screaming?

the deepest ocean, the fire in the sunset, i've never seen anything like them, i saw you and they could not compare.

where are you? we've been slipping slowly south.

2007-03-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

so as mentioned on the last entry, i got the pictures uploaded successfully. perhaps, this concert was better i felt compared to coldplay's. in the sense that i got their autographs. yup all of them. how good can that get. blame it on my decision making that i had me not buying their t-shirt. jaga jazzist merch was available can you believe it? the story was that i got acquainted with a friend and she was like willing to lend me some of her money. well on the back of my mind, i was like damn how am i going to repay her back. but she was cool saying that i could pay her whenever i have the money. how stupid can i get? but oh well, i guess it just wasn't my catch. in the end, i just got myself their badge and yes, a picture together with the rocking drummer. fucking ace!

oh yea, i thought of ending this one with the ever gorgeous katherine mcphee. the hair. what more can i say?

2007-03-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

i really think that haley of the top 10 finalists of american idol is trying so hard to be my favourite kat mcphee. i don't know man. just look at the hair the dress and all. well, this is just my thought though. i really dig kat's hair. if only she was my indie-rock girl. damn.

oh yea, nothing beats from looking at my results and knowing that i'm improving. yeap. nothing much actually. late night crazy studying do pay off. praises to HIM. :D

did i mention that i had helluva good time last night?

ok sucks, there's an error. the idea was to put up some pictures but to no avail. i'll try on my next entry though.

by the fucking way, i'm going all the way for blake. he's got the whole electronic vibe going on him. this is something different for american idol. i'm not surprise, yes. COOL!

2007-03-13T18:28:00.000+08:00

somehow this reminds me of my now defunct ska band, p2f. haha. yea, i somehow agree with what jon chan had to say about 'commitments' last night. but i guess everyone's happy with where they are now. i miss each and everyone of you.

"keeping the kids captivated for two hours : priceless"

at least i know i will be there for the mindblowing, oslo's finest JAGA JAZZIST.
all i know is that i'm going to reach there an hour early for the opening act without any apparent reason.
all i know is tonight.
word.

2007-03-02T12:53:00.000+08:00

suddenly, i miss everyone. this is officially the second post of the year. just when everyone is busy with their lives, be it with work or school, i had just started my unofficial holidays!! u hear me right. it's the VACATION. or so it is coz there's still results remember. lots of things have been running through my mind. i don't want yet another not so productive holidays. and i have to start back blogging conscientiously. i hope i get the spelling right. wait! when did i ever blog on a daily basis? hahaha. anyway, suddenly i miss everyone. u got to hear/have it! in case your thinking hard, it's explosions latest release. i dare not make any comments coz it will somehow grow on me, the music. i'm begining to like this classy dark band. hah.

inter fucking pol. not much bands can do it brit-style like them. nice!

happy new year.

2007-01-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

this is kinda late but here's wishing you all a very happy & blessed new year, zero seven. have a rocking and rolling one. countdown for me was pretty much like a repeat mode of last year's. esplanade was pretty much infested. you should get the picture when i say it's infested. but it was cool how we became spiderman(hah!) to get a decent view of the magnificent fireworks. the only thing different was us riding dirty after the fireworks display. 8 people in a 7 seater. now, that's whacked! so as usual, resolutions are made but for me it's more of setting goals and aims. we're just getting older man. shoot me for this but i guess COLDPLAY made a mark for me in 2006. haha. raye too had it's fair share. it was very significant, i had mixed emotions. i've come to realise how important and heavy responsibilities are.

credits to aloysius at the replay gig.

ok that's one of my fav pic of 06. and that's how i look when i sing my heart out. haha! plainsunset made a great comeback and that's a wrap guys. happy new year!

brave.

2006-12-21T09:06:00.000+08:00

so i was bloghopping randomly when i caught someone with a one liner. "the sky has stopped crying for three days, finally." simple yet brilliant, i felt. yea, the post was just that. hmmm, yea, if you must know, the weather had been unpredictable. it dampens the mood sometimes. what's the beef anyway but hell, WE braved through the rain all in the name of fun. happy joy joy. did i mention that i really dig cycling? i do. it's nearing 930 and while jane's getting ready for breakfast, here i am thinking of what else is there to say or do. sheesh, the rain is like snow. i'm gonna sleep like a log after this. perfect, so surreal.how i wish there's Mozart music playing on my dreams.would'nt it be beautiful?it's friday night tomorrow. i want to go out. i don't want to go to no show. i don't want to cruise main street. i don't want to go no disco. i just want you to come over, sit on my couch and hold me tight. dang! the aquabats is like the raddest band ever to exist. hey, then again, it's FRIDAY la tmr. what's the date? what's the date again.bah! let me end this by letting you readers know that it's not worth it lying around and saying bull bull crap shits bout' yourselves. i must be hateful.not.

wonderwall

2006-12-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

and all the roads i have to walk is winding.
and all the lights that lead me there is blinding.

casino royale was thrilling while term test is so two more days. have you started your revision? i'm wasting time. ***t!

2006-11-19T05:59:00.000+08:00

it's like i've failed way too many times. or maybe it's too early to judge things. i'm just paranoid android sometimes. cursed? no, i don't really think so. but then, no one will help you if you choose not to help yourselves. how about counting on lady luck then? damn, this shit bugs the hell out of me every now and then. it's like the time of your life when you would just feel so shitty. hmmm. who knows, just maybe if this were to continue, i would just give up and focus on something that's really dear to me. by then i'll be very positive and will let nature take it's course. let us see yea.

puzzling? that's the way it is. hahah. ok mad. wat the hell but i just need to sort of 'destress' man! let's touch on school shall we. it's been a while. it's good to know that most of my core subjects are cleared. hurray for that! one more semester of major project plus attachement and one more semester of classes. this seems draggy but somehow it will pass by fast upon us not realising it. and then national service. hmph! i wanna break free and travel! arghhh!!!

2006 is coming to an end as we know it and i'll be looking forward to the last days of december. oh the joy of december!! hahahah.. fie,if your reading this we'll be playing a show on the 30th of dec alongside plainsunset,20dc,paris and bla bla bla..haha. wish us luck and pray for the well-being of the band aye. it'll be a new experience for us as we'll go four piece. i wish i had line 6 dl-4. no, i'll get one but no sooner. roping in sessionist is a hassle.

btw, i kinda hate the idea of people being copycats. i understand if you are on the stage of identity crisis but oh my.. what's your age? do that again and you'll get **** slap! hhahaha.

'the only moment we were alone' is the best song ever done by eits. there's so much positivity in the song. a really great song to start a day. brilliant! they will always be on my top list of instrumental/rock/ambient bands.

2006-11-02T17:59:00.000+08:00

you know what. this thing about archeology suddenly interests me like mad. when i'm interested, i would pay attention & hardly fall asleep even though it's gonna be like 2 hours in a lecture hall. amazing feat huh. ok bahh.. speaking of this shit, school's going to the 3rd week. time flies. alright, in case your wondering what i've been up to these past few weeks, here goes man. best described in megapixels.

kl during ramadhan.

at bencoolen, hanging out, last week.

breaking fast on one of the last days of ramadhan.

1st week of raye and i'm afraid of heights. a bit.

hanging out at mr pratha, last month.

bencoolen is a nice place but the price sucks a bit.

hawi waya! syafiq & shaiful.

happy like a bird. i don't like taking lifts.

2006-10-14T05:16:00.000+08:00

and i just realised that red hot chili peppers is one of the greatest bands nowadays besides coldplay(ahem).john frusciante is magic with his guitar. so does mike einzeger of incubus. so does matt bellamy of muse. so does omar rodriguez. this people are the reason i believe strongly in making my edgy band edgier. whatever that means right. i like the fact that we now have a new approach in writing originals. it's not like in the past where we would compose songs together, by the bay. yup u got that right. the esplanade. things have change babey. and it's all good now. i really hope for the best in this band of mine. thank u very nice.

that aside and the fasting month is passing by really fast.we've got a week left people.ok u know what?the mind is blocked and i can't think of anything else to say.hahHHAHAHahHAHAH!!with that, i'll see u people sometime soon aye.

"have i waited too long?
have i found that someone?"

priceless

2006-10-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

cos' i need you like the dragonfly's wings need the wind, like the orphan needs home once again.

2006-10-02T18:04:00.000+08:00

1st of november, 1998, i was thinking of what to say when i would call.

2006-09-27T09:54:00.000+08:00

this is so gonna be on my wish-list(who doesn't love to dream?) of fender's toronado, telecaster custom and rickenbacker 300 series.can someone tell me what model this guitar is??can't seem to find it over the net.pretty please.

2006-09-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

so actually, i've already like gotten back from kl in case u strangers are wondering.
it's been a week since i got back and yeah, things happen, A LOT.
i've gotten myself a rad adidas mexico 70 kicks, there.
watched the singapore idol top 2 specials over at mediacorp studios on the 18th of september.
ariff azhar really enjoyed his trip to london and was complaining how boring Singapore can get.
that dude is a confused one, really but the fact that he got a rocking bunch of friends here got him all excited about being back in Singapore. haha.
and ooh, im now a proud owner of a slick nokia 6280.
erm, hady was crowned singapore idol just yesterday.
today is the 3rd day of ramadhan.

happy fasting fellow muslims.

2006-09-16T03:55:00.000+08:00

in exactly 1o mins time, i'm off to a short getaway to kl with em' boys. well, not exactly. we gonna start the day first at mac to have breakfast. how early is that? so yea, i'll be back on sunday.let's just hope we have fun.a very good morning yall!!

results

2006-09-13T17:58:00.000+08:00

what's up good and kind people of the earth? hope u all are doing good, enjoying life at it's best coz i know there's always time for fun. live by that people. the days are pretty much the same after the exams. yesterday was all about watching tv and eat,eat,eat,much,munch and munch. when the hell will i grow fat man? as u may not know it or otherwise, students of tp, your dreaded results are out yea. better check it out before it gets all laggy and shit like that eh.

the following came 1 hour later after i've checked the results on the internet.

Exam Results for
0503833F
EMATH3:B,
MCT:C,
TELPRN:C+,
PRFMW:D+,
TELAP:C,
APEL2:P,
LDSCHR:C,
RESULT:GS

wawiwa!!! it paid off for my math3. damn happy for that. was ok overall. 1 more cds huh. thanks and praises.

of a rainy day and exams.

2006-08-30T14:41:00.000+08:00

it's raining now. perfect for a nap to rest the clogged up brain. the ever infamous engineering mathematics 3 exam had just passed. now that's a massive relief coz i spent basically the whole day practicing problems after problems just before the paper. the study break was more of a stay-home break, for me at least. the drive wasn't just there for me to kickstart the proper revisions. luckily i didn't panicked though while revising for the maths paper. it came naturally as to which topics that i'm supposed to focus on. you can say it was somehow systematic, the revision. my advice is to take the study break seriously. it's better to divide the days for different topics than to revise a wholesome of topics in just a day! it was physically and mentally draininggGGGggGggGG. that's not all. the best part was that i actually have another paper on the same day i had my maths paper. boy was i in for a deep shit!! hahaha... oh wells, i still do some last minute revision though. better than just giving up. let's just wait patiently for the results.*cross fingers* not just yet. 2 more papers left for me. im just thankful maths3 is over. nuff said.

exams aside, im going out later to buy some stuffs that i longed for. money which i got from a bursary. no not the school one though. i think mine's unsuccessful. nvm that. what matters most is that im gonna get those stuffs yea. hooray for that! well, last friday was plainsunset's replay. i really like the ambience with the absence of those uber-scenesters. it was super fun! i sang my heart out to their hits.

here are some pictures for your viewing pleasure. excuse the quality coz mine's 3.2mp digicam.heh

ok this is very overdue and here it is..
the mighty COLDPLAY.

started the set with 'square one' followed by the majestic 'politik'.beautiful!

chris getting all psyched up for 'square one'.

love those visuals behind them!!

yup! their super hit 'yellow'.

the stage.

they even did an acoustic set with will champion(drummer) on keyboards.

one of the few not blurry pictures.

chris had to turn away when i wanted to snap a pic of him. hah!

yearghhh!!!

"tears stream..." yes yes they are playing 'fix you'.

my fav of all.

and their set ended after playing an encore. they bowed down. they appreciate us, fans.

2006-08-25T04:52:00.000+08:00

jeremy enigk of sunny day real estate.

back when emo wasn't a joke.
screw mcr, fall out boy and the new bands who thinks that music is all about fashion(??) to get fans.
not forgetting our own Paul screw-ing Twohill.
i rather you listen to a lot of britney spears.
seriously, im pissed with people not understanding 'emo'.
just don't label mcr as 'emo' and i'm happy.
and there's never an emo hair.
and when your sad, dont go "im going all emo now coz my dog go stolen".
'emo' is a genre while 'emotional' is a word.
GET THAT RIGHT.

ok, finally at ease. hah. plainsunset later on. let's look forward to sing-alongs and good good people. the exams are next week. will really hit the books anytime soon. REALLY. till the next explosions in the sky, have a good spanking weekend!

2006-08-18T12:45:00.000+08:00

"You keep hanging on for more.
Building walls around the words around the world.
I keep tripping over hints.
I keep spilling every secret.
Without spilling any secrets at all.

Don't you know?
Of course you don't.
Of course you don't.
The words might choke.
How long is too long when you're waiting by the phone?"

2006-08-07T06:24:00.000+08:00

i know that you know it is a monday. everyone is either getting ready for work or school. lo and behold, im still up typing this very entry away. yes, i sort of like got back from hanging out with 'em close buddies. crazy u must say. the plan of just ringing up that amin dude and telling him of my plans tomorrow ended up in us having the normal chit-chat sessions and sharing jokes. where else but the ever infamous mac central. hah! it gets a bit 'dirty', the conversation, to an extent. a topic on ace-ing the first impression did get me have my real say. with that, im satisfied. what's the point of creating a good first impression of yourself when actually your not? just be yourself, damnit. haha.

2006-08-06T17:03:00.000+08:00

and it has come to a point where school life is all about going to school early in the morning and going back home straight.
i d k.
maybe it's the 'season'.pre-exams days.
bah!
there's still school tasks undone.
i don't wish to list it down.
as much as i want my year 2 to end, it's a long road ahead.
hmmmm.
and as much as i need some 'winding' down, the fireworks display last nite did really put a rest on my somehow troubled mind. ahhah.. spectacular!
2 more weeks.
at least, im psyched about us students not to come for some classes if the tasks are completed.
and oh, yesterday was international makreaps and scene day! u would know if u were at the esplanade.lol

the highlight

2006-07-18T09:14:00.000+08:00

"who are we.... to interfere with you...."
daym, i bet u people are loving plainsunset's new song.
they're back and we want more!
but heck, i guess the only highlight for me was plainsunset's set apart from me singing along alone in the centre of the moshpit to their hits.
buahahah!
a loner dottie, a rebel.
the jealous sound should have came.
what the hell but 'interference' sure is a nice sweet song.
I REALLY HAD A BLAST LAST WEEK.
there was coldplay.
watched 'superman returns' with the ever wacko sidekick, aman peace.
will update again on coldplay!

when the sun rises again, i'll be there with you, my friend.

playmake

2006-07-05T05:51:00.000+08:00

the role of good play-making is definitely essential
in soccer. just look at france's and the most recent, italy's goal. it came from pirlo which i felt that he does a lot of assisting, just like zidane. opportunities came close for germany though. :( :(
next up france and portugal.
followed by italy vs either france or portugal.
class later on at 8.
till the BIG finals, i wish you people a very good morning!

i am alive.

2006-07-02T09:14:00.000+08:00

well hello, blogger.
'things' that were supposed to be said here had been 'missing in action'.
watched both matches earlier on at fiq's house.
am definitely sad for both england and brazil.
for now, france all they way!! they could really play their game, full of confidence.
im weird when it comes to watching soccer and supporting clubs/teams.
they say, "funny you play soccer but you don't watch soccer".
so much for world cup 06' but lately, school's stress is building up in me man.
procrastinating is shit!
if there was an option, i rather just sit for exams. no projects, assignments,etc. haha
on the bright side, COLDPLAY next monday.
and then, baybeats.
these are the huge things that keeps me looking forward in the daysss to come.

oh yea, i believe in burying the hatchet and look forward to better days. Sometimes, we tend to look back on our past and dwell on it rather than self reflecting and learning from it. In this case, bad past, as in things, in general, that we do in a moment of folly. So, without we realizing it, when we're dwelling on it, it can 'obstruct' our future. In short, we will feel pessimistic about it. Now, that's depressing. Solution: Things in the past, just treat it like your Science file and let it collect dust in your cupboard. heh.

i'm famished, waiting for the parents to come home from pasar geylang, waiting for breakfast.
I REALLY AM HUNGRY LIKE THE WOLF.

inactive

2006-06-14T05:14:00.000+08:00

where do i start? ok, it's been long. 2 weeks of inactivity in this blog of mine.
so term test has ended.yup.that was like last week.
then there's world cup and all that jazz.
the crowd at the usual macdonalds was overwhelming. madness.
never in my life have i seen such crowd at mac.
ok the indonesian channel, sctv has been very kind and generous.
they show each and every matches of the world cup.
cool-ness.
ok ok the other day i went to sistic tm wanting to purchase the mogwai tix. but in the end, it was sold out. was left with the $70 ticket only. so i decided to give mogwai's concert a miss. oh wells. if only it was at the drive in.hahaha.ok not.
i felt pissed with those new kids suddenly. arghhh!! like you know those people who's like suddenly into indies music?i repeat, indies. that kinda thing. yea.sometimes these new bands(all genres) would claim they start a 'revolution' when there is already a band playing their kinda music, say like 5 10 years ago. refused for example. ok nevermind them kids. im still a teenager full of angst.

coldplay!!! damn, unbelievable.

actually, im left with 2 hours of sleep to meet up with the WHOLE gang for a breakfast. changi village maybe?

june

2006-06-03T13:34:00.000+08:00

it's already june now. yea, how fast time flies, when your having fun that is. no no, the fun part has not yet begin. meeting peter and mary later on at 2pm. we need some 'space' to break off school's stress. hahaha.

gonna catch the cat empire later on esplanade!
been a while hangin' at esplanade.
arrghhh crowds!!! especially those people. u guys should know man.

term test next week.
4 papers for me.
so far, so good, coz quiz results has been good.
ahaha.

ok, cool.
not!

hyper.

2006-05-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

feeling all hyped out now. let me start by asking how's 2006 so far?
it's been great and building to a climax(haha!) for me, at least. yea man. school aside, but my outside life is way too cool. but really, school doesn't suck. hah.

ok please, im happy because..

baybeats line-up's already out!! i think it came out yesterday.
plainsunset's back for good! to perform at baybeats that is. WOOHOOOO!
hear me toby's performing for baybeats. kudos to them. WOW!
of the jealous sound for baybeats too.
furniture is performing again. yes yes yes!
yes....the JOY of baybeats!!!
the mighty coldplay is coming here and very very much thanks to the uncle for the tix.
The cat empire all the way from australia is performing at esplanade on 2nd June for free!
im buying the tickets quite soon for mogwai.
tom delonge's new band, angels and airwaves cd is just out, world-wide, yesterday. and it has already hit music junction's shelves. gonna get it soon.
im blown away by buddhistson's new cd. a very humble band.
vedera is a good promising band since estrela.
im getting my new toy for the guitar, hopefully next week.
maybe, this sunday, im getting a new mp3?

that is all i think. so much for music huh.
again, bring it on 2006.
life is, after all a box full of chocolates.
i've eaten some of my favourite hershey's chocolates so far.

take my breath away, callie.

2006-05-15T03:36:00.000+08:00

im suppose to sleep now but surfing the net got the better of me. hah! well, common shit i must say that most people go online the minute they get back home. everything is 'online'! the wonders. friends are everywhere. back then there was irc. now ermmm msn?? friendster? myspace? i bet your social circle would widen. but not for me though. it's just funny why im not that 'active' anymore. i hate using the word 'i don't know'. it's like i'm reserved now. nonetheless, the company of current friends has been great. always been. haha. it's not like in the past, lying to myself, saying im happy and contented every minute.
thank god, i'm alright for the past 2 to 3 years.
...
oh yea, actually got back just now from Batam for a short holiday-2 days. super duper cheap stuffs there. shopped for a few stuffs. got a sneaker, something unexpected, at a DECENT shopping mall. heh. i also took the opportunity to have my hair thinned.

all in all, a great shopping place but bad environment. pollution was everywhere. that part was a bit turn-off. not all good things come in a package you see.

get rid of the blues and let's look forward to a Monday.

hey look.

2006-04-30T14:21:00.000+08:00

random pictures for the past days/weeks for you viewing pleasure. heh

eh kene ah!!! ok u guys should know what im going to say after that line.
lepak kachang.
he looks like the frontman of ronin don't u think so?wahaha.
cheers? no.
you're on candid camera!
the aquabats?!
"i don't wanna hear it. i don't wanna."
brightest.
and oh, your lost pic, fiq.

...
i was reading the life section of the straits time on friday when something really caught my attention. and oh my, there i was, like a small boy who got his first ever game-boy. so, what it is actually? fyi, those close/near to me will know how i would react when i'm happy. mind you, it was at the school library when i was reading the life section, alone. there were people around me. i could'nt care less. :P heh.

the suspense.

Singapore is cool. very. hahaha. i won't be surprised anymore in the future. am wondering what's in store for baybeats. if all goes well, 2 big concerts awaits me.*fingers crossed*

on another hand(heh), i'm now in 2.1, meaning year 2, semerster 1, pursuing diploma in telecommunications. 1st week was so-so. for now, at least a malay dude besides me in my new class. not much difference actually. heh. being alone has been a part of me since day one in TP.

going out laters to the gig that we're(UnE) supposed to play. don't bother asking why we are not playing. like seriously. don't take that as me or us being ego but yea performing up on stage had never been 'natural'. read fiee's blog to get the whole idea. meanwhile, i think it's best that you people out there just wait for us. it have to be a must making the entrance fee worth seeing us perform in the future. yup.

oh yea, im loving footie ever since seeing that ronaldo guy of man u clip. damn that foot-work!

sunrise.

2006-04-22T07:24:00.000+08:00

morning, world. you should wake up to sausage mcmuffin with egg together with some hashiebrownsss and a cup of iced-milo. heavens! what more can i ask for a breakfast. i hardly wake up to early breakfast man! no, let's put it 'never wake up'. me and mr. sly decided to just slack the night away as he wanted to catch the first bus. that kinda explains breakfast. haha. his laptop was a friend indeed. and ouh, blablabla, timetable is already out. got leadership and character for cds. bah! friday is good though. it has always been good for the past terms. thank god.

2006-04-15T16:09:00.000+08:00

happy songs for happy people.

Singapore has been the rocking place ever since copeland played here. in fact, other great bands too. couldn't believe it at first when it was all a mere SMS. but really guys!!!they are coming here. damnn damn, if only it was my favourite texan band. 6 of june. am so gonna go sistic. i'm lucky there's still some cash in my account. meanwhile, been feeling sick. fever and recently, 'die rear'. trust me, the feeling just sucks. getting better now thanks to the pocai pills. haha. soccer later on. 2hrs from now.

2006-04-10T18:08:00.000+08:00

coming clean.

"You'll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?"

14 days exactly to the start of a new term/year. well deserved break? yea, am feeling it. lots of events had passed. there was pentas, zid's b-dae, sha's, the makan-together with the BIG family(4 families together yo) and sheesha-ing @ ktm, tanjong pagar railway. that was after the makan2, with the newly-weds, my bro and my cousin wif his gf. had great dope fun playing mind boggling games and riddles.

other than that, the usual hanging out.

i realised it's really been a grrreat while typing out those not daily-routine-kinda-entry.and so it is.

i take a look around. high and low. all close and good friends are no more a teenager. even though at 20, it's an age where i believe we have to take things, on our own. cliche as it is, we are to be independent.
ok, im still nineteen. the odd one out.
but i still feel we are on the clutches of our parents. like flying kites, there are limits. that is always good. they are there to advise and it's up to us to live our own life, well. with that, these 2 thinnggs must come on our mind. the way we think and maturity. some dude can get all crazy, funny, always joking around and whatever terms u can think of, but at the end of the day, he'll be there during the darkest pitch black moment of your life. surprised? cool.
ooh yea i strongly believe in whatever things u do, think. some might say think twice or maybe thrice before.....erm..let's say..striking a gold rod while it's hot. heh. for when you are undecisive, things will go sour and bad and will become rancid. wahaha. this is getting too comical but what the hey. one thing is for sure yo. being a failure once is not going to deter us from being successful. we are to learn from setbacks. there's more to life AHEAD than getting all too emotional at times. we never know. everybody doesn't know. but it is nice really. there's no bad blood at all between us. it's all good. feelings are still feelings.
u feeling me?

sometimes, i just feel that im too ignorant at times. no, lots. and it's so little that i do. that kinda bring me down and i felt that was the reason for the fall. let's look at the bright side don't we? Now, what if there's too much, and it ends up zilch? im talking about quality in contrast to quantity. figure, Go!

i just wanna look ahead and say hello to good times.
i want to wake up to a pretty morning in your arms. i just wanna wake up.~~~~
whoever you are. no lah, im not like longing for it if yall get wat i mean.

swimming the past past week was crazy fun.

donuts?

slide and splash.

this time, with a float.

"no words can describe how i feel!!" haha..

and i twirled.

LAZY.

what was that?

there's more actually.but there's some stupid arse error in uploading. till the next entry.

2006-03-31T12:32:00.000+08:00

ecstatic.

need i say it again?
ok, 2 things made my day.
other than the bill which is already settled, i had non-stop cramps laughing yesterday.
all because of some cool prank call.
one thing's for sure DUDE! take care!
you know i mean it well. *evilsmile*

the other thing was waking up to an sms. ok, no need to go thru' details.
here it is...

Exam Results for
0503833F
DFUND:P
RESULT:GS

woohooo!!!
and gs??

2006-03-24T02:41:00.001+08:00

double trouble?

it just really sucks when the bill is due and you, not doing anything about it. actually something. but come on lah girl. i know u are trying to pay slowly bit by bit. look at the situation now man!!! letters keep piling in man. what's this? please. i have had enough not that i regretted it. don't make things difficult for me. i trusted u and there u are frucking playing me out. enough is enough.

efff la.
feeling all pissed now.
this 'issue' is really troubling me since the day started. damn man. fucking spoil my mood. arghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
stupid la!!!
haiyo.

ok, everything, or rather, a something happens for a reason.*chilling down*

got some 300 bucks. not from the pay but some cash voucher from the kind and good people of ite tampines. hooray!

still, i'm not a happy man.
see!
it still troubles me.

2006-03-21T15:21:00.000+08:00

that one in bold.

lotsa things had passed.
the exams for the term.
followed by the ermm... dreaded results.
didn't clear 1 though.
supp paper was yesterday.
there's oso lots of soccer going on. be it street, court or on the field.
stay fit, friends.
2 gigs for underedge had passed.
2nd one was better.
waiting patiently and anxiously for my pay.
for now, big time saving not spending. i must!
and i'm left with no plans now at home.
ok no, going out later to collect photos of you and us.

plainsunset's immature is love yall.

2006-03-09T03:52:00.000+08:00

'acting in mission'.

something new. i just realised what the abbreviation, PS, stands for. hahaha. ok, am feeling silly now. shhhhhh.

and where have i been,slipping slowly south, you wonder.
missing in action. yes, we actually failed to watch fd3. bummer! ok wait, there's underworld. ahah

So,
working was worthwhile. shaw centre's carpark had non-stop traffic of vehicles entering and exiting that had me do my work diligently. somehow, i feel accomplished. :D but but, the weekends were a killer. memorising was enough while studying for the exams but not looking at cars going in and out, remembering the plate number and the number of occupants!!
cephalalgia.
the mind was in a whirlwind.
no, IS still in a whirlwind.
this is what happens when you are suppose to rest but is just stubborn.
what's the time again? whats the time again.

oh nyways, it's funny how they get higher and higher and got drifted. further.
.
.
.
.
.

ice breaks. moment, from moment.

ok, this is getting out of hand - crap. nvm that. what's most important is that u gather all the beautiful scenic people to catch the sombong band, underedge, this sunday.haha.
substation guiness theatre.
starts at around 11 or 12pm.
tix will be $8 at the door.
lotsa great bands.
do visit here for more info.

i need the much needed rest. till the next sunrise.

p.s.: "Eih osman.. Belikan baju motor eh,tige(tuck in). buat basahan. Plank plank plank!!"

2006-02-28T09:47:00.000+08:00

fall of the hepcat.

rise and shine. ok, not for me at leaast. more to fall and err...not greet the day.

kinda boring start earlier on the day, yesterday but it gets all impromptu at night.
hoohoo.got home ten minutes to seven.
i missed the bus rides to school back in 2002 smelling all good,suddenly.

be watching fd3 later on at night. midnight movie i suppose?

school's kinda out. unofficially out for me. yep. it actually leaves me guessing of plans for the days ahead. i rather go to school and study. play!! yea i rather play hard at school. heh. in short, it is that mundane.

other than repeatedly watching muse and incubus dvd, i would spend the day sleeping and waking up feeling )(&&)*&*^A*ADJ__dfdeHJmm.

Looking forward to the 4th of next month coz i'll be working again on that carpark surveyor job. woohoo!

there's also my cousin's wedding happening somewhere 11th i think.

in spite of all that, there's the dreaded exam results. it really sucks having to study over again for supp paper but what the hey. hmmmmmzzzzzzzzz.

and oh, not forgetting....

as much as i miss performing, we gonna play 2 shows next month. one is the 12th which im really unsure of the details. sub c? ooh man, i really hope so. and the other is on the 18th. some club at hougang mall. if you could spare the time and some cash, we appreciate ur presence.heh.
underedge misses you. :D

2006-02-24T04:03:00.000+08:00

neutral.

i don't know if i should say 'woohhooo' or 'yay' even though the exams has ended. i doubt so results would be good. most to most, a borderline. bah! but yea, studying has been really crazy the past few days. not effective to a certain extent. sometimes, i wonder to myself why didn't i study 'crazily' for the o's in the past. it's all good now. sigh. there's another week more to see if i would clear the exams. if not, back to square one.
the end would be the begining.

2006-02-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

so, who really got me 'stucked' to coldplay?
i really hope they would frucking make their way here man.

2006-02-13T11:26:00.000+08:00

speaking in circles.chey.haaha.

am currently on level 3 of the school library. ok im so done with my presentation. hahahaha. happy like bird. at least i know, it sort of paid off. Lessons learned would be never to take an mc to escape a deadline. hhaha sounds contradicting i know coz i did take an mc. I really got sick the other day!!!!! fast forward, i was given another chance to make up for my presentation, fortunately(which was just now). that was a sigh of relief.

bottomline would be just getting it over with.
yes and thank you. :D

and so, im left with the exams. hmmm hmm obviously, the real revision has not yet started. ouh wells.

red letter day would be tmr. i'm still me, being me. u get me? hurhur. but frankly, i was dissappointed with myself over yesterday, even though, u-know-i-know. it would be pure coolness if the mind could control the emotions, not the other way round. agreed? yes.

listening to buddhistson(like now!!!) on repeated mode.
just love 'em.

after much thinking, i come to the picture where indeed there's still more to life to learn about. i feel really blessed having cool cool and good people around me. if that something would really happen, i am not going to effing dwell on it. haha. i just wanted to help you in chemistry with cyclohexanol, actually. i will try to keep my cool. nuff said.

being oneself is just right though.
ok, im left with err 4 mins or this comp will explode. ya ah, something like that.heheh.

take care and seringgit due posen sahajer.

2006-02-10T08:46:00.000+08:00

ok sucks, coldplay didn't win.

Well. if you ask me, i am that sad(??). muahahahaha.. bah!!! then again then again it's always me man. the problem lies in me! Sometimes, i just want to be straightforward. But outcome will be outcome. - "But if you never try, u never know." :( :(

i just don't want it to slip away.
hmmm to a certain extent, i got 'teraser' actually.
no doubt, about that.

ahrrghhhh sucks!!! the feeling just suxxxxxxxxx.
k zuck doesn't suck.
he suck lozenges though!!!~

so, so, a quiz(which i haven't study, seriously) later and a lab test. presentation is brought forward next monday. and ya, o level results later on not tat im taking, but the brother. good luck yaw. ok gtg do some last minute study. hurhur!

do u know that i.....
...no no u dont't know.
he doesn't know.

2006-02-07T05:05:00.000+08:00

this get up kid has really been having not enough sleeps due to school stuffs. he's been really down with huge eye bags that is by far, the worst of his life. but it's all good for him coz 1 lab test is down. all(ok, half maybe) smiles for him. he just cant wait for wednesday to 'break free'. oh yea, this kid being the emo boy he is developed a little tiny crush on one of his mates.

Maybe things are getting better,
maybe they aren't so bad.

2006-02-04T03:26:00.000+08:00

fun with dick and jane.

just where the hell is the usb cable damnit.
arghh.
ummmm, on a lighter note, had some dining with that missus.
erm yup, a belated one.
dadadadadidudu. it's all good.
nvm.
we'll start over on monday.hah.that sounds this day and age-ish. u know what i'm saying?
:D :D

so, later on, kendarat from 11 to say 8pm?
then chilling outsss. let's see what's in store. ok go!

well actually im doomed with lab tests,a quiz and presentation and project and a skit.
i really want next week to pass by that fast. badly.
please please.
the ball have to really start rolling.

till then,
hoon keee boh????

p.s.:err.....nice lungs!~ touching la sial~

2006-01-26T05:41:00.000+08:00

make a wish, and just take charge.

but if U realise something, it has been close to 6 months now. wow! hmmm.*thinking*
:D
who and what could it be you wonder.
all i can say, i shouldn't say.hah.

err i actually cooked my own breakfast just. i know this is something dumb but i sort of just learn how to fry eggs lately yo. no kidding. i was happy on my first attempt on cooking maggi goreng the other OTHER day just that it turn out salty-ish. sucks!! hahah. nvm, we learn from where we go wrong. and i badly need to learn how to cook rice damn!

what actually surprised me on one occasion was about a gal depending on her mum for household chores. easy say, she's not doing stuffss that a girl has to do at home.

appalling.

oh yeea, watched american idol auditions the night before till i fell asleep. just cant wait for the sg's version.

school later on at 10. everything's gonna be super fast especially when there's 2 days off next week. did i mention that i actually got debarred for some com skills module?? well, im not too sure about being debarred but im assuming. exams kicking off on the 20th of next month. i just feel that we're lucky to have quizzes around this week and the following, to kind of prepare for the exams. now that's cool. ;p

cny coming up,not that i'm celebrating it. just wondering what plans will there b. beaches gonna get so flooded with people around.

give ur full support to the centre dude yall.hahaha.(???)
that's besides the point actually.
abang wan which is on the left gonna turn 20 real soon.
bye-bye to teenagehood for him. "ni baru da besar giler. haha"

speaking of which, someone's birthday is around the corner. next thursday to be precise. hah!

2006-01-20T10:08:00.000+08:00

music:looking back on today by the ataris.

here i am posting in this rare hour, considering the time i would post usually. ok! coz i slept super early and got drifted further and further away to lalalala land. personally, i don't like to sleep for long hours. i will only wake up lazy even when there's enough rest.

tutorial class later on at 11.

ok, just some personal thoughts here. err, i feel that i over react to things and is always kinda serious to things. well,actually, i got dissappointed??? bah!!!!
help me get rid of that..

it all boil downs to being who we are and having an exciting life out there.
no, it's not about getting wasted but getting late!!!
hahaha. get my drift?

i hope so.

2006-01-18T04:28:00.000+08:00

i'm playing it best.
but still i can't request.
and i can't checkmate cause you create the game of chess.

word.

2006-01-16T02:27:00.000+08:00

left behind.

so the other day was spent on some watercolor class, over at esplanade, which is really benificial. although i sucked real bad at art, i did gave it a try. i love looking at paintings actually. especially landscapes. came out with our own paintings. quite happy with mine even though the color's bold.hahah.
oh yea, the class is free by the way.
doesn't come by often.
we were so lucky.
thanks liza!~

it's been a while since the last entry. other than failing 2 of my term test papers,things actually got worse. something personal actually involving the greatest enemy. having bitter feelings not good. i just hope that this will cease. so yea, tats the first ever so called breakdown(?) of 2006?

and i was right about either just passing or failing my term tests. no worries for there IS hope.i must, i must.

school is fine but really, the bands are not fine.

im just pissed really with this whole issue coz i badly want to make it happen.i noe u do too.so, why the why.

......

i miss listening to matchbook romance.

oh something random. last nite, i dreamt about something nice, something real, that had me smiling when i woke up. i dont want to think about it further. :| that way, it will never happen. i dont wish to elaborate.hahahahahh.
wtf.wtf.

p.s: how eh?ok la.the music is beoming more progressive.haha.

2006-01-02T07:51:00.000+08:00

new born.

ok, let's keep it short and sweet.
have a real good one. :D
156, don't u just love goodbyes?
well, goodbye 2005.
once again, my apologies to u guys.
my bad.
that was something unpredictable, really.
from the bottom of my lungs(hehe), 1000 apologies.

explosions!!

speechless.

i was busy snapping pictures after all. we got a spot near the merlion, just nice for the spectacular view of the fireworks display. the gang did enjoy themselves. all was in a shouting frenzy. i did scream(?) a bit in between taking pictures. i believe it was better than last year. totally!! boo tee full. feeling was undescribable. haha. 2005 was rad while it lasted. i just wish that 2006 would be a rocking and rolling good year. bring it on.

thanks for giving us the best jobs in the world!!~(don't think dirty people)

???

2005-12-31T16:08:00.001+08:00

let's go bowling.

so, bowling the other day was fun. it was the first time of 2005. oh yea, i fell and got applauded.

2005 has its up and downs for me. but it was all good.
thank u, my family and friends. really.

so later on, will be heading to esplanade. no idea of what's going to happen. i want good clean fun. close friends would be around. awesome.

so till then, a better me in 2006.
take care u all. ;p

2005-12-26T06:59:00.000+08:00

for the record.

everything now seems very yesterday to me. as in, 'things' happen with the blink of an eye. sort of. well, i remembered studying my last year at ite tampines. and now? coming to my 2nd year in temasek poly(which is next year's april?) that's pretty fast. yes, the going gets tough i agree. but all was made possible, thanks to optimism. then again, i feel that i'll flunk my current term tests. either that or a 'just passed'. what about 'just failed'?

what the hell.hahah

as of now, i have to really start on my holiday assignments than worrying. die die, i must clear my foundation year. really clear. hopefully.

2005 has been great. thank u family and friends. i made cool new friends along the way. bliss.~ funny why i cant think of the happy moments of 2005. blame it on the tired brain.

i'm deprived of beauty sleep. that explains my panda-fied eyes. now, damn that!! earlier on, we slacked the night away yakking about everything under the moon. me, abang wan and uncle brandon.
sape sia dorang???
hahahah.
we actually broke our record of slacking from around 12 plus in the morning to 530. do the maths yo.

quite a number of 'activities' is lined up next week. with friends that is. it's the last week. make full use man! no proper plans yet. i should not be enjoying too much actually. :(

kk, aku kene tido. mater koyak rabak siol. serious serious, tak bedek.

2005-12-22T03:39:00.000+08:00

221286.

thanks for the wishes friends. i pray the same for u people too. ;p ;p ;p

it was sweet enough when my little kiddy cousins sang for me a birthday song at my house.they just happen to be at my crib(dont know for what reason.haha) well actually, there's a reason behind it. something irrelevant.

tat made me smile to myself.
im thankful.:D

and later on, my last paper for the term test. i hope for the best coz i know i had flunked a paper the day before. i wasn't disciplined damnit.haha

yes. i really need rest!

2005-12-17T17:50:00.000+08:00

quickie.

term test's next week. it all depends on the effort i put in,really. then there will be the 1 week break. and there you go! the start of a new year. oh my, that's fast. resolution met? well all i can say is yes. hooray for that. haha. 1 week will be short if i slack the days away. time. management.

let's just see how it goes?

oh yea,im happy actually as the band is back in action. which band? oh the one with that edge.
k lame.
ok, i have to meet sha. if not, zid will kill me.muahahaha

till then.

2005-12-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

happy bird day.

"can't say i was never wrong. but some blame rests on you."
and so it is. i don't wish to elaborate further. not being apathetic, just that i don't wanna make things worse. fact is i don't go hating.

...

today's the eight of december. i hope she, my younger sis, is enjoying every moment of her life there. she's at china now btw, holiday-ing. happy 12th birthday to her too. may she be blessed with longevity and good good wealth! i really wonder what she is doing now. maybe ski-ing? oh damn i so wanna do that. she's very lucky.haha.and it's kinda strange when i'm starting to get worried about her.it's just those feelings...hmmm, hope everything's alright.so yea, she'll be back on monday, around 3 pm?

talking about birthdays, mine's coming up in like 2 weeks time.hell yea! well bad thing is that i having my electronic device term test paper on my birthday.but morning so shud be okay la.3 papers.and no, i haven't start revising!

AND guys!please don't bash me up silly.
i know i've been randomly bad. :(

2005-11-26T17:39:00.000+08:00

they never fail to inspire.

2005-11-21T03:46:00.000+08:00

have a happy one.

it's nearing 4 and i just came back from eating in the kitchen. my class starts at 9 later. so, there's like around 4 hours of sleep for me. stayed home all day which was kinda strange coz usually i'll feel restless and will go out somehow or rather.

jalan rayer with the poly geng,padang botak crew and the RAZIZ geng was all about good good foods and new new friends(not the usual faces i see every year.haha) for the past few days.

that's something new this year.

ok, have a happy monday!

2005-11-13T03:44:00.000+08:00

SUNny-DAY.

A week of rayer and school had passed.

school was alien-ish cause there's no more abu or ali in the class. not that i'm racist but i just can't find myself mixing with those boys in my class.
freaking 17 year olds. haha. game, games and games....
but no worries, they are no stuck up fellars. ;p

subject wise, dfund2 gonna give me problems if i dont start revising on flip flops. other than that, so far so good.

ok la actually skola.

then there is rayer where there's less travelling on public transport for the family.

gerek uh....~ hahah. but i still feel this rayer is something personal for me. food was super nice. never fail to eat at every visits of the relatives.then go home shit.wahahahah.. next week gonna start jalan-ing with the friends.

schedule is kinda tight as it goes by.

grad nite la, skola la, itu la, ini la, macam macam aderrr......
work later on at the usual c.k. tang up till 6.

p.s.: orang gile je golek2. khehhehehehehahahah

2005-11-06T13:35:00.000+08:00

villains.

'clicking' is important. assuming has always been the bad thing that occured in my life. for now, it is my greatest enemy.

shhhoooot it.

pointless to say it. no worries. i'll do it personally.

EGO is shit. sometimes boys more ego than girls.hahaha

decision making is always a leader's job.

a good leader makes a good father, good teacher. everything that is good.

and i don't make good decision.

so will i be good?

2005-11-02T03:45:00.000+08:00

the wonders.

So it is. still early. 1 day left yo.. a big big selamat hari rayer maaf zahir dan batin to my fellow muslim friends, foes, acquaintances and strangers.

seriously, i've been bad i have to admit during this ramadhan.

me myself and i. i believe i can conquer it by taking the small steps first. i should not let it, bring me down.

not forgetting, last nite was the ever last visit to the bazzzzaaaar. had dendengs of course. the dendeng i had did 'wonders' to me after that.hahahahahah

ok, enjoy the rayer people.

p/s: if you noticed on the previous post i state something about pessimistic. it's supposedly optimistic. wrong word usage. i got mixed up. heh

2005-10-31T15:07:00.000+08:00

I...

... got disappointed yesterday when i bought a trucker cap for 10 dollars when it's supposedly to be say 5 sing dollars in thailand? it actually costs 12 dollars but you see, i buy stuffs after trying to bargain. haha. especially on shops at bugis street.
oh wells. i got double pissed when i saw a much nicer design cap in another shop for 10 dollars. and it's not bargained yet!!

life.
they call it.

i got stressed for quite some time then. coz getting that cap was because i got rimas with my hair. not because i really want it. but being pessimistic, i thought of it as another collection to my caps.
oh yea, while i was restless, frowning to myself, i was greeted by the past girlfriend. haha. we exchanged "hi's" before she slithers away.
and it got me thinking to why didn't i care to start a conversation cos it so happen.
waddehelll...HAHAHA.

so much for that. then on sat went to johor with my relatives. tuas checkpoint didn't spare us either.

luckily the jam wasn't that long. managed to break fast at angsana. food as usual is nice. i just dig the kebab. don't you?? not forgetting the yummy-licious dunkin' donuts. hoorray for foods! i didn't shops for stuffs though but the shoes there! be gettin them on my next visit whic i don't have an idea! err, i only bought a belt for 8 sing dollars? yea to end the johor trip we had a late supper at some indian-24 hour-coffeeshop there. had a maggie goreng which had me complained that it was little. like really sia. hahah. i dont know why but im able to take up more food after feeling full. damn we had 2 spring chickens for 3 person that... what day ar guys???

ok ok, condolences to my mum's close uncle who passed away in the early morning. he'll always be remembered.

tomorrow is deepavali.
it is very near.

2005-10-27T14:30:00.000+08:00

GTG.

let's see. been a week since i last updated and there's 1 week left to the hari kemenangan, hari rayer. oh yea, school's coming up too. :( at least i know im kinda looking forward to jalan rayer, be it with the family or friends. ;p

1 more week and the schedule's kinda tight.

today, at night, will be my 3rd visit? to geylang unlike the last years.

and yes! i'ce already gotten a baju kurong and it's hijau kilau(whatever u call it.haha)

ermmm gonna shop for whatever stuffs that i feel is needed later.
hmmmmm........

245 and i'm still typing away.
shooooottt it.

last ever thing that i'll do before rayer is to
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trim/cut my hair damnit.

i wanna be cool like buddhistson. :P
heh.

2005-10-18T04:20:00.000+08:00

errhmmmmmm.

just as i was lying down on bed, pondering over god knows what, i got rather puzzled when i saw the moon glowing brightly. buahahahahaha. sounds more like an intro for a composition. back in the good old days of pre-tertiary education. ok back to the moon. it's brightness is one of a kind. seriously.

that really makes me wonder.

i don't know, i don't know.

the end is the begining, is the end.

talking about doing good in this blessed month, i have been bad.

i have been slacking too too much.

usually, i'll feel guilty.
most of the times.HAHA

ouh wait, i forgot a good good friend of mine.
remember, that sometimes we learn things the hard way. no doubt. seriously, im not good a student. but i've learnt things the hardest way. damn damn, where was i in 2003 when most of the kids out there is in a polytechnic? well, to sum things up actually, reach for the stars yea? heh. the future after all is unpredictable. no worries for HE will help you. :p

slacking....yes. played soccer earlier on with the american dream geng. there were a lot this time round. played till the lights went out.

i've been bloghopping around very much lately. and sometimes it inspires me reading. topics about ramadhan and relationships. it's great to know different points of view of people around. i'm really glad to be totally in, and out of love.YES.

i used to be a person thinking about things very much.
im now a free person and im loving it.

mew's 'the zookeeper's boy' makes me fall in love with you.
saper sia you? ah kan, tak tido kan. kan da bual mrepek.watafruck sia.

sia arh. da sahur lah!!!

2005-10-16T07:00:00.000+08:00

sleep, sleep, sleep!

it's good here in singapore especially when they have stores 24 hours. i just had an early breakfast just now at macdonalds. hotcakes which i craved for. with the punk rock geng. hahaha.. well, u see, cravings usually occurs more in this fasting month. ouh i had a burger ramlee too at bugis street yesterday. even though its super ex!!, it's worth it man.

earlier on, it was some flea market shopping for me. ouh kewlness man. super cheap i tell u coz i got a sweater for a dollar which actually costs 3 dollar. it was my 'rezeki' after all. heh.

and im feeling that im spending too much...coz we went to shop again at house of japan. so much for second hand stuffs man. but its all awesome.

bla, bla, bla, bla, bla, bla....

reached home, 'sahur' alone. :(
parents went for a very short holiday. sleepover at the cousins'(the sister) and coffee-shop chilling??(the brother).

it's a sunday. stay home i guess. yea man. im missing too much on teraweh.
ok ok, panda-fied!!!!

2005-10-13T08:36:00.000+08:00

work and play.

hello and good morning. coldplay is coming to town next month..nnnnnnnnn.....nah...kidding man. sigh. how i wish they would tour here. great simple band. just love the guitar sound. very smooth ambient feel. 'fix you' video is the shit no doubt about it. i'm sure many many bands out there would love it when their fans/supporters would sing along to their songs as depicted at the last part of the video. that feeling when ur up onstage is pure bliss. wow. the part that i liked best was when all of the coldplay members were singing the bridge together, harmonised. something not many bands do. ouh, and i just watched the live version at live8. cool cool cold man....haha.

work is fine. the rate has been changed from 6 to 7 dollars per hour. reason being not many wanted to work or worst still they 'cabot'. hahah. easy shit job oso they cabot. 1 hour before finising their tasks, they vanished. be working again on 7 november which is the day the school's new term opens. should be no problem. heh.

still, i haven't had dendeng. i was wrong about the big family going bazaar geylang this weekend. it is the next. hooray for dendengs!
oh yes, i had fun jamming yesterday.hhahahahahahahahahahahahaah.i got super excited that when i jump for joy, i got stucked. kan ah sai.

ok. i only had an hour sleep. need the beauty sleep very much. untill then, happy breaking the fast later fellow muslims.

2005-10-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

italian+jamaican=pastafarians

i worked for just an hour yesterday. 9 per hour. no. its more like 9 per day. bah! but but, pai called me earlier saying that i'll get paid for the first hour WITHOUT working. i'm not sure about the pay rate though. i have to come down at 7 plus(actually 7 but wth!~ haha) in case the people do a spot check on me. start taking down plate numbers on 8. finish at 9.

sampai lah friday.

sent arep off to rome, italy earlier on the day yesterday at changi airport.
14 days trip. all by himself.

the flight was at 715 i think.

bon voyage, friend.

2005-10-08T03:05:00.000+08:00

"friday was pizza day. best day of the week."

ugh. at this very moment, i could still smell the tobacco smell. i've got no say about the brother not that i don't care bout his actions.
no comments.

sometimes though, im evil. just like i did just now. conversation was like...

him: eh adek nak pakai skejap com-piter ar....
me:...
(continue doing my stuff pretending not to hear what he said)
him: oi, cepat la...da cakap baik2 sey.
me: ah pakai la.
me:abang nyer turn lak nak cakap baik2.
me:ah o levels ey.~ o levels~
(by this time, the brother was like pissed off swearing at me? he's like 'i know la im havin o's. do u know what im doing all this while? you don't! so shut up'.)

hahahahahahaha.
if he's true in what he do, so yea...bestest of luck to him. as good charlotte says, we believe?

errr...so far, fasting month has been good. i've not been wasting time. :) next week be working at night and i have to miss the teraweh prayers. and most prolly heading to geylang with the big big family to the infamous geylang on one of the weekends.emmmmm dendeng.~ as of now, no plans yet of buka-ing outside with friends. and i mean friends with triple s. friendsss. ok takde maksod. haha

oh ya! im psyched about i remember may. suddenly! hahaha..coz you noe why? we are now 4 piece. And that includes a key-kcufing-BOARDIST!!!

be getting mew's new cd next week, hopefully. and i badly wanna shop if there's TIME to spare. like totally. i have to be thrifty in order not to scold anyone. like randomly!hehe.
but that rhymes yaw.

2005-10-05T02:55:00.000+08:00

the first day of the month?

watched lords of dogtown. awesome. the roots of skateboarding. even though the trick seem simple, it was that cool. there won't be any skateboarders around if not for jay adams. did i get his name correct?
this movie does make me miss my old skate buddies. :(

err, something irrelevant or is it un? whatever. hahah.
i had 4 cheesy hotdogs? :) :) :)

oh ya, i was surfing through myspace and saw something on a malaysian guy's page. he clearly states 'underedge(singapore)' on his music section. so much for talking about sellouts on the previous post. :) much love lar people.hah.
i found out that zamir alif of elisebelle tears personally watched blood brothers live la sia.damn.i so wanna do that.

2 hours minus? to sahur. selamat menjalani ibadah puaser brothers and sisters.
do good people! ;p

2005-10-04T16:05:00.000+08:00

MAINSTREAM.

no doubt, rufio and blink 182. the aquabats! will always be on the list of my favourite bands. so what if they play new stuffs? no offence(really, i mean) to anyone reading this but what's with the "i only like the old no doubt or the old anthemic pop-punk legends blink 182"??

well in my point of view, if your music is to stay stagnant no way will it reach to the masses. and being sellout sucks? oh come on. for goodness sake, they are making music as a career. we need money to live remember. but not here in this tiny island(making music as a career). maybe in the future to come i guess. wait. isn't it future now?

honestly, i like it when bands play different stuffs on different albums. no im not talking about one album, there's jazz and the other pop. it's about mixing tiny bits of genres or elements or whatever-the-ever into a song. the way songs vary in an album. maturity they call it. kudos to the above mentioned bands once again.

on the other hand, there's band like lagwagon that will always keep things real. punk rock! different bands, different views.

so personally, i don't mind really if bands go mainstream for there are other great bands, worldwide, undiscovered.

......
err. bestest of luck to fieex on going ns. make underedge proud boy! not forgetting your mummy. ok. i know i know. please don'tlaugh. he's going on friday? some band-member i am. zura was admitted to the hospital the other day? what the kcufing hell.~ haha. distant we are on the 'outside', but i believe when coming to the term music, we are serious. :) i have no idea when will be the next jamming. fi! if your reading this, msg me ar if your free when u book out.
the other bands? one barely 'survived' and the other is erm re-forming?

oh yes, soccer was indeed fun yesterday. worth my $9.50. haha. why? coz i took a cab there. hahaha...coz sammy said they will end at 8? ended up at 930. hahaha. gerek giler uh tapi. It's really been a while playing soccer at night.

back to my music world.

im eagerly waiting for their cd in hmv.*cross fingers*

did i mention that soldering seems easy if your an electronica student.zack mrepek. haha.
that's it man. i don't think so there's enough time for me to solder.hmmmmmmm.
630.
lizard.
lords of dogtown.
yessar!

2005-10-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

as always.

2 more days to the fasting month.Collecting something later on from a stranger? ok im secretive.gagaga...soccer later on with the scene kids.ok man.street-style.been a long time.

and going home late by taxi(last two days) was sure freaky.im late actually.as always!more to come though.

2005-09-27T16:47:00.000+08:00

revamped?

ok man, much thanks to the ever swweeet liza hanim?huahahahahaha.
for helping me out with this change of layout.

dang, i took 2 to 3 hours just editing!imagine that..just editing.
lame-O sia zack.

i have yet have my lunch.had my very late late breakfast just now at say 2pm?

i got to go now.to work that is.
long bus rides again. :( :)

hahah.whatever that smiley is suppose to mean.

2005-09-23T16:22:00.000+08:00

music: constellation by the juliana theory

After much anticipation, it's the result of my may semester exam. As i have said earlier, the marks would not be pretty.Yes, some were ugleeeh, some were so-so but the hey!-he's-just-a-friend type is a no no. Haha, i bet u people dont understand that crap. U should get the drift right how i fare for the exams.
here it goes..

Examination Results

Student : 0503833F ZAKARIA B MOHD ISA
Academic Year : 2005/2006, May Semester
Course : ELECTRONICS/ TELECOMMUNICATIONS/ COMPUTER ENGINEERING/ MICROELECTRONICS

Technical Communication Skills 1(Folio & Report Writing)(ECS1001) - 2 credit units, grade C.

Electronic Prototyping(EED1001) - 3 credit units, grade C.

Circuit Analysis(EEE1001) - 6 credit units, grade C+.

Digital Fundamentals 1(EEE1003) - 5 credit units, grade C.

Engineering Mathematics 1(EMA1001) - 4 credit units, grade C+.

Problem-solving and Process Skills 1(EPL1001) - 1 credit unit, grade Pass.

Internet Technology & Computer Fundamentals(ESE1001) - 3 credit units, grade B+.

Applied Principles for Effective Living 1(GCD1001) - 1 credit unit, grade Pass.

Total Credit Units earned to-date : 25 cu
Cumulative Grade Point Average obtained to-date : 2.41

Academic Status: PERMITTED TO PROCEED TO THE NEXT SEMESTER OF STUDY.

2005-09-22T04:50:00.000+08:00

sick and not sad.

plans that clashes isn't a good thing. so there's like a chalet going on plus me working and some picnic thingy for next week. it's either shagged or having fun or both. and hopefully i will 'survive' coz im sick now. all coughing and some flu shit. bye as for now.

2005-09-12T03:58:00.000+08:00

where to?

bile mau night cycle lagi oi??

2005-09-11T18:11:00.000+08:00

it's not yet a vacation.

exam's out.thursday was the last paper.few pointers here and there for me...that crash course doesn't work well for me. a bit only ah. i admit i was being over confident when i said i would clear all my papers.I was wrong! i kinda worry for my dfund.let's just see how it goes.

and my plan of doing something productive today ended up in me sleeping all day.i woke up, had my late breakfast.chilled for quite sometime and then dozed off.

2 months and it's unpredictable. at least i know i'll be working again, on that pathetic-yet-easy-shit job on the 24th right up to err....??? it's 1 week.do your maths.i don't think i'll be holidaying though.

fasting month and then hari raya.... ;p ;p

where's the bursary money when i need it.shucks man.

if all goes well, i'll invest on more and more 'things' for my guitar.heh.so far ok la.it's nothing actually.
i'm kinda happy though as i managed to boost up my overdrive using turbo distortion whilst 'exploring' at home.
will try that one out during jamming.
tuesday then will be jamming.hopefully.

ok, it's getting late.eat and then bath.
clueless still of my plans after that.

2005-09-05T18:34:00.000+08:00

pre exam blues.

at the rate that i'm going, i don't think so i can score pretty marks for all papers of my main exams.errr, wish me luck??harrr...

all the way sia lazy mode.haish.
or is it the computer?
im wasting too much time.

something to look forward too though, that is recording live at blueprint for underedge.will be posting up the songs to myspace then.ron is mr nice guy.seriously.owe him a lot.so yea, u guys will hear the rough versions of our originals through myspace.then the real recorded demo will be out late this year?hope so.if not, early next year.maybe, we'll be having a show together with hear me toby to release both of our demos. still unsure yet bout tat one.no confirmation.
will keep u guys informed again, here.

melodramatic instrumental rock at its finest.just dig this band.haha

2005-09-01T06:02:00.000+08:00

the moon is down.

i'm still thinking of the gig at beats. just when i wanted the people out there to feel our music, it didn't turn out right. yes, we've finally agreed to make our music move away from the poppy sound..BUT we lacked practice so yada yada it was not good.not at all.

then there was the 1 week study break which still consists of today.surprisingly, im working when im supposed to do revisions.waddahell.heck, i may say that but im responsible.hah. ;p

work was easy shit.pathetic.i don't freaking care.
i like studying outside.the school library.the tampines regional library.next in line is the national library, the new one at bras basah.going there laters.maybe.not sure what mawi is up to.heh

back in the day then was teacher's day.

went back to the 'new' old tampines secondary school. ok the new kids there basically there was 'cool'.one idiot dude was like so proud introducing himself on the centre of the hall during the concert.ok nuff bout tat.

so yea, by chance, i on behalf of my class 4e3 of badge 2002 pay our form teacher, Mr. Chew a visit.chatted with him.same old same old.i find it an amazing feat for mr chew as he can remember all his student's name.
so yea, maybe some of my classmates came later to pay him a visit??i dont know.
it was sure nice seeing them teachers back chatting with them.

err...i want to clear my main exams.hopefully, no supp paper whatsoever.
then there will be the holidays.still unplanned.not like that someone going genting soon..and will complain about 'shooting gun'.hahah

hmmmmm...........
but i badly want to ski!or snowboard!

2005-08-24T03:21:00.000+08:00

everything's not okay just for now.

i feel wronged. i don't know man. like i feel something is missing. but i just choose to be ignorant. what the hell zak. ahrggghhhhhhhhh!!

getting so tensed up over minor stuffs.is this normal?

the worry-rock.

*worried state*

so, my 2 lab tests have passed and it's all good. thing is i dont favour practicals much. well, on the other hand, i failed a written test.so badly.that you will laugh out loud...u get the idea?hahaha..something expected though.i didnt study and i didnt went to lecture.so yea, fair result.
that's nothing to be so depressed about.

woah ego.

tomorrow, short day.depends actually.have to do some project work.
damn, i dont wanna think about it.

fjri m3u95839 n84932vm 39209v4=2!!~!~!~!!!!!!

after thursday, officially free from all tests and that project.

1 week STUDY break and that's it.my main exam.

im quite uh ready.need more revision on the 1 week break.at least i don't go around saying 'tak ah.aku blom blaja langsong'.and when results comes out, its way above pass.ego liar people.hahaha...just what the hell do they get by saying that.selfish!i donno man.hahah

and wait, there's holiday!!!
it's still bleak though. :[

this sunday!beat merchants!4 bands!underedge, harakiri, nophrunt, circle of friends!starts at 6!